sorry Jen, i couldnt make it short. i had too much to say. xP you dont have to read through this if you dont want to.
ahh... i have so much to say.. i went to ÀçÁÖµµ for four days... sorry i couldnt reply to everyone's comments. i'll get to that. i promise! but firsst:
numero uno::::
i went to KBS. and saw NOBODY. *sigh* what a disappointment. i could have watched the filming of »ó»óÇ÷¯½º && got to meet like ³ëÇöÁ¤ announcer, etc. but i would have had to wait 3 hours...so he just gave us the tickets to the concert (tonight- six really good seats so i cant complain) and the SM summertown '06 CD. he said something about an autographed CD but that hadnt come in yet or something. and he had tried to get us to be able to recieve autographs from SG wannabe but that was going to be too hard. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW i really wanted to meet somebody. but i didnt honestly believe htat i would because things like that never happen to me.. :( maybe i should stay in korea longer, i might meet a star in the street ;] supposedly ±è¿øÈñ lives in the neighborhood that im staying at. (or used to) but thers like no chance im going to meet TVXQ because they're busy filming their new drama/movie vacation and its coming out AFTER i leave. so ¼öºó... if you meet them, throw in a good word for me. lol. dont show them my picture!!! make a good impression!!!!!!! lol.
numero dos::::
i think im gonna go to school for two days. my Å«¾ö¸¶ teaches 8th grade (even though im supposed to be in 9th grade, the schools are different here so it doesnt really matter) and i'll be in her class..... at first i was really hesitant and dreading it but she kind of convinced me an then i wanted to try it.
AGGHHHHH
¼öºó IF
ONLY YOU
WERE
HERE!!!!!!!!!
if you would go with me i would do it for a month without even thinking about it. no problemo. but i have no friends!!!!! so i decided to make a pro/con chart. and ask for you guys' advice. i can already tell taht all of you are going to tell me to go. but my cousin (whos a soph. now so she knows korean kids) kind of scared me again. how do i make a chart on this thing??
PRO:
it'll be a good experience
i have to learn to make friends
i'll get to see how korean kids learn, etc.
its the last week of school so im not gonna be studying or anything
who knows, maybe i'll finally meet that hot guy ive been searching for all over korea (my attempts have been fruitless however, seeing as how i only found TWO and one doesnt count because i saw him at the airport IN AMERICA) but judging by my cousin's class pictures, i have a feeling i would be disappointed.. wow such a deprivation of hotness. THIS CAN NOT CONTINUE!!! ITS THE APOCALYPSSSSSSE
maybe my korean will improve
i get to see if kids really do just sleep during school xD
its good to experience the persona of someone who doesnt have friends. the "new kid" i never had to experience that (except in kindergarden when everyone was nice and mrs. yates never got my name right) and i was never bullyed. so it might "broaden my horizon" but thats a weird saying because no matter how broad your horizons are you cant really tell beyond a certain point. but i guess its still a good saying?
CON:::
its only for two days so its pretty pointless
its not as if im going to learn anything
most likely its gonna take longer than two days to befriend someone
their probably all cliqued
my cousin (and my aunt) say that when thers like an exchange student (though im more like a visitor/observer) that everybody flocks to see that student... i was kind of like what the freak, first time seeing a person from distant lands? i look similar to them .... whatever i thought that might be funny but my cousin says its stress... stress? its not like im gonna perform for them.. idk lol
im going to stand out so much in a non-uniform
kids are very very mean. aww boo hoo lol. but i know they are pretty mean.
its going to be sooooooooooooo lonely sitting by myself at lunch. (i'll eat in the bathroom like in mean girls. hahah yea right its prolly disgusting.) i dont know if this would be that big of a problem.. if i sit by myself i can observe these hostile primates in their natural habitat. or i could just go sit with the nicest group of kids ther are. im sure SOME are decent.
my cousin thinks that im going to be eternally scarred for life and terrorized and tortured at this school. i dont think she knows me very well. im not the kind to recieve bullying or accept it. (i was usually the distributor >.<) im certainly not physically strong. but i have so much confidence in my emotional strength and im totally ready to view this as another experience God has prepared for me and in the end it will just make a better person. but im afraid that if i ahve fun.. i'll wnat to go back even though the kids will have summer break.. lol i'll pray hard. for a safe journey. lol through these treacherous classrooms. so leave your comments~ if you even bothered reading throuhg all of this. lol congratulations you are now a certified reader~!!
*P.S. i promise i will reply to every wonderful person's comments and for hanna && ¼öºó i'll post a super duper ultra mega whatever long comment on your xangas. I PROMISE* | 
heh my mom doesnt think you should waste that money to get an earlier plane ticket. i dont really want you to spend $75 either (BUT I REEEEALLLY WANNA MEET YOU HERE.... pssst *ahem*) i was thinking that maybe i could stay later, but my grandmother && aunt are coming back with us to the states && then i have to go to summer school. 
i havent had the need to use my ¼öºó understanding skills in a while, so theyr rusty. lol even though its only been like a week.. or maybe two?!?! oh no!! too long. im gonna die of ¼öºó dehydration!!